I haven't done an entry in a while, way too long in fact cause the last time was the end of January. I spent almost all of Feburary sick either with stomach flu or sinus infection (possibly with strep on top). Whatever it was it took some antibiotics to clear it up. Then my father passed away suddenly at the end of Feburary, he had gone down hill so fast after my mother's death about a year and half ago. I feel like I got run over in Feburary...just completely flatten out. This month I am trying to get back on my feet. My emotions seem to have gone numb in ways. Right now I am focused on getting things I need to get done for my family. I am trying to get back on track with my eating and to get exercise back to being a regular thing in my life because I know that helps me to cope.

On another note I need to do something with the design of the blog. It was fine for the winter months but spring is growing closer and the snowflakes need to go. It might look a little weird while I work on it but hopefully that will not be for long.