I've gotten really bad to keep a lot of stuff in and not talk about the things I am thinking. A lot of times because I don't think it will be interesting. However I need to work on changing this. I was reading in a magazine about beating emotional eating and getting the emotions out. I realized how this also goes for trying to beat a funk....and boy am I in a funk right now.

One of the things i haven't talked about is my mp3 player. We got me a new one but I haven't got to use it much because my DH doesn't want me to wear it when I go walking. So pretty much I don't go walking. I understand that he wants me there to talk to but I am just not motivated to walk without the music because it's hard for me to do after gaining back the weight I have gained. Of course now it's getting cold and I will have to find some good warm walking pants before I do much walking anyway...which is not easy when you are heavy. In fact is pretty hard for me to find pants that I like at all....why do they think everyone that is my size is short. Even when I think I have something that is long enough for me it shrinks when I wash it. So almost none of my work out clothes feel good on me. It's no wonder I don't want to work out...I feel awful in my short legged pants.