Well that sucked. I can't blame anyone but myself. I have been eating just a little too much the last couple of days and not exercising like I should. The weather turned cold again and I shut down and stopped doing the stuff I was doing. I'm also moody and bloated feeling but it's the wrong time of the month for that so I am not sure what is causing it.

I'm sitting here watching SunRise Earth, greatest hits one, on Discovery HD and realizing how much I miss being at the beach. It's been a couple years since I have gone. Pretty much since my DH took on his current job and the project he's working on. He hasn't pushed to take vacation since....I really need for us to take a vacation this year.

I also need to get in better shape so I can enjoy a vacation. I really like getting to walk on the beach and since we normally go to a beach in NC we do the state park there too. Plenty of walking and a cool place to check out. One of my problems with getting in better shape right now is that I can't seem to stay motivated. The colder than normal weather is just messing with me. Plus I have been extra moody and feeling crappy. I need some warm weather and sunshine.

I need to try and clean up around the house tomorrow. That will probably help my mood a lot as I get depressed when my house is not in a clean and put together state. The worse it gets usually the worse I get in how I feel. The real problem with this is in being a full time worker and having to use my off time to clean everything. My DH wouldn't care how the place looks and therefore it falls on me to do the cleaning if I want it done for the most part.

Well I am going to go read some blog posts for today. I am actually caught up for a change...least that feels good.